Gratitude in the Realization of Oneness

Writing is a stopping point, the putting down [in vibratory stone] a moment, a feeling, a reaction. What is it halting? We are all experiencing life in a loop, and the more we live in the moment, the faster we travel through the loop. There are many loops that encompass physical and mental happenings - including conceptual thought and emotions. The “problem” is that when we reflect upon an emotion, we halt. We are not feeling the present moment. To experience a fast paced loop, that is ever changing, we must live 100% in the present. We must flow like water and fit into whatever happenstance we are involved in right that moment. Oftentimes, this is extremely hard to do. The system we are living in forces us to plan, sit, and wait. From our first day of school until the day we are buried, we are trying to form our lives around time limits outside forces have decided upon. There are no time constraints - time is the weirdest concept invented. We are infinite collections of consciousness and energy, why are we allowing such a fragile concept to control us? We will always exist in some form or another, far after our physical bodies have deteriorated. Life is so beautiful, and every happening is a part of the loop. We attract everything that comes towards us when the time is right. We are one with everything in the universe. There is one being - one mind that experiences from an infinite number of observation points. That’s all we are. Not humans, not students or children or parents. We are so absolutely insignificant but in that we are infinitely significant. For every single event, thought, physical manifestation, and emotion, there is an opposite somewhere within self. Every moon rise has a sunset, every painting has a polar opposite, every entrance has an exit. These opposites consistently lead into the other. They directly gaze into the infinity of the other. Every person is an infinite opposite, and they hold the infinite spectrum within them. Example: Her: She is a being of compression. She prefers to observe. She takes in everything she can. She folds inwards. But in her collapse inwards, she expands. She makes more room on the outside and she builds herself inside. Her best friend is the opposite.

Every vantage point can flow with any other. The flow may be choppy or fretful, but there will be flow. Physical manifestation is a stopping point - actions are what get us moving. Memories and learning experiences. We do have to let go of our experiences to keep moving forward. We cannot attach our identities to anything, that will create a stationary front within us. We are self. We are not our gender, sexuality, race, job, lifestyle, dress, or location. We are self. Infinite possibility. There is a connection to everything around us that is deeper than our conscious minds attest for. It is this connection that we are distracted from, that we don’t feel. It seems impossible to live in the moment in such a time driven society - filled with heavy minds that seem so distinctly different from our own. What really makes them different? Their rate of flow and their point of observation are both different. When we find other vantage points that flow with us, we feel content. When we add physical interaction and the experience of living in the moment, we experience joy. Everything is built out of love. The base of every dimension, every happening, is love. All energy stems from love, because it is the one thing that transcends space and time. It changes lives and it can easily change “physical” things when we allow it to. Every living thing is the same exact substance at a slightly different observation point. Every non-living object is simply a creation of all these vantage points combined. Everything is constantly being made and re-made by our minds.Unfortunately there is such a strict set of implied rules that don’t seem subject to change, that the collective consciousness of the masses is closed off. There is doubt and fear for so long now that they have almost become truth. We are at a shift, a turning point on the scale of self. The Earth, as an observation point, is close to becoming either a compression or an expansion - as a base identity trait. In the large and infinite scale, this means nothing at all to self. We will continue on and eventually find different vantage points to observe from. Yes, writing is a stopping point but her essence craves to do it, to express, because she doesn’t in speech or action. She is just here, trying to influence those around her for the better. Not by doing anything memorable, just by existing and pulsing her love into the space that is her contrast. We need what we give, and by giving it she receives it. By loving she is loved. By being awake she is awakening. By living in the moment we understand more than we would by thinking for a lifetime. By being our pure selves we are happier than if we fit in perfectly with the masses. First we have to find ourselves and feel our own rate of flow. First, we have to access and emit the infinite love we are, and forever will be.